
Disclaimer: I wrote this,
but I didn't create the characters, the setting or the soul. Well, maybe a
little of the soul. But the rest belong to Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer Studios, Inc.,
the Mirisch Corporation, and Trilogy Entertainment Group.
Notes: This is sort of in
response to something someone asked me a long time ago (katherine I think)
about whether I had decided I'd resolved all the trust issues between Ezra and
the others. If you know my stories, you'll know that there is one person that 9
times out of 10 stands behind Ezra on everything. I just thought I'd rattle the
cage a little.
Note 2: Vin talks a lot in
this. Just grin and bear it.
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"Where did that come
from?" Ezra asked, staring at Vin. His look was open, confused, and
surprised. Vin, on the other hand, was clearly angry, his face red and his eyes
sharply narrowed.
"Do you deny it?"
the tracker asked, his voice sounding strained.
"No," Ezra
frowned, "Why would I?"
Vin snorted, shoved himself
back from the card table, and proceeded to walk away. Ezra's brow wrinkled, and
he looked over at Nathan. The healer always knew when he had done something
underhanded or wrong - Nathan had a sixth sense about these things when it came
to Ezra. He would be able to explain it.
Nathan just stared blankly
back at him.
"Do you know what I did
wrong?" Ezra asked, wondering if he sounded
as stupid as he felt.
Nathan shook his head, and
looked over at Vin. The tracker was now leaning over the bar, reaching for a
bottle of whiskey. Chris had seen the exchange from across the room, where he'd
been sitting with Josiah. Frowning at Ezra, he stood up and walked over to the
bar to join Vin.
Ezra and Nathan both watched
with curious expressions.
Eventually, they saw Vin nod
to whatever it was that Chris was saying, and the two exited the saloon.
Ezra looked down at the
cards in his hands. As usual, they were neatly stacked, perfectly placed, ready
to be dealt. It sometimes amazed him to notice that his hands did that
automatically. He never even noticed anymore. Sort of like breathing.
He looked up again as Josiah
joined them, the preacher looking at Nathan with a questioning look.
"What happened?"
"Not sure. Vin asked
Ezra a question. Ezra answered. Vin called him a bastard...and left."
"What did he ask?"
Josiah looked at Ezra now.
"If I had ever been to
Las Vegas."
"And, have you?"
Ezra shrugged and nodded,
"Of course I have. Who hasn't?"
"I haven't,"
Nathan said. Josiah shrugged. He had. That small town in the north of the
territory had a reputation for being a good place to hide. Like many, Josiah
had taken refuge there for a while.
"What was your name
when you were there," Nathan asked. Ezra glanced at him sharply. Nathan
merely shrugged. "Was it Ezra something or other, or were you going by
something else."
"I have been several
times, but each time I used Ezra, yes."
"Standish?"
Ezra's lips pursed, and he
shook his head slowly. "A variety of last names. None important."
"Do you recall what you
did while you were there?"
Ezra smiled, and looked at
Nathan. "I gambled. What else would I do?"
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"I didn't want to
believe he was involved," Vin said, leaning over Peso's saddle horn and
staring out at the moonlit landscape. Chris stared off at the horizon to his
left, watching as a single star streaked the night sky in one short burst.
"There are a lot of
gamblers in the world, Vin."
"Named Ezra?"
"Sure, why not."
"And matching his
description?"
Chris shrugged. Vin sighed.
"I know he's not the
same man he was," the tracker sighed. "I seen much worse than him
totally reformed. But still, to know that he could have been involved in
something so...evil...." He trailed off, his mind's eye seeing Ezra
laughing as he took bets on a fight in town, even bloody ones. But he also
remembered when that old Colonel came to kill him, and the torture it had done
to Ezra's soul. Why didn't the two sides of Ezra seem to meet? How could the
man have a conscience one minute and not the next?
"You know that I'm always
the last to say anything against him. I seen the others rail into him for one
reason or another, even JD, but I always believed that he had a core that made
up for whatever stupid ass stuff he did. Sure, he's pissed me off before, but
never have I thought he could of done something like that...." Sighing, he
leaned forward and touched his fingers to his head. What did he really know?
Ezra was the one that read people. He just relied on hunches; hunches that had
been wrong before.
"So, what do you want
to do?" Chris asked quietly. "Arrest him?"
Vin gave a short laugh.
"For what? Gambling in a territory that allows most everything?"
"It was what he gambled
on, Vin. Rape's illegal no matter where you are."
"Yeah...I know."
"What exactly did you
ask him? Did you ask whether he had actually been involved? Or just whether he
had been to Vegas."
Vin shrugged.
Chris shook his head.
"You need to know for sure, Vin. Then we'll all know for sure."
"And if we do?"
"Then we'll ask him to leave."
Vin stared at Chris, seeing
no emotion in the man's face. He would do it, if that's what was called for.
He'd ask Ezra to leave.
Vin looked away, back at the
horizon in the distance. He didn't really want to ask. He didn't really want to
know. He just wanted the letter he'd received from Evelyn to go away.
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Laughter poured out of the
saloon as the two men returned, the brightly lit establishment welcoming all
comers. Vin jumped off Peso's back and handed the reins to Chris, who continued
on to the stables.
The tracker pushed his way
into the saloon and did a quick scan of the residents. Not seeing Ezra, he
aimed for the stairs.
"He's not up
there," Inez said, placing a hand on his arm. "He's at the infirmary.
There was a nasty fight a little while ago. He's guarding one of the fighters
while Nathan stitches the jerk back up, a real loco."
Vin nodded, thanking her.
Turning around, he went back outside and jogged over to the stable. He saw Ezra
standing on the balcony of the clinic on the second floor, leaning with his
hands on the banister, staring up at the moon.
"Hey," he called
up. Ezra looked down, and grinned.
"Hey Vin."
"Trouble?"
The gambler shook his head,
"Nothing we couldn't handle." He grinned, "Could have used that
loud shot of yours, though. Might have stopped the fight a bit earlier."
Vin smiled, patting the
weapon at his side. She was loud, but she was reliable. "Maybe I'll buy
you one, one of these days, to replace that little pea-shooter of yours. It's
about time you got a decent gun."
"Heavens forefend,"
Ezra laughed, leaning forward to rest his elbows on the banister, one foot
hooked on the railing. "I'll have you know I like that little pea-shooter,
even if I don't wear it as much as I used to."
Vin nodded, looking down at
the ground. Ezra watched him a moment, then sighed.
"So, Vin....You, uh,
forgive me for whatever it was I did yet?"
"Maybe. Depends whether
you did it or not."
"Oh?"
"When you were in
Vegas...did you know a girl named LuAnn?"
Ezra frowned, then his
expression went stone cold. Vin almost went for his gun, part of him reacting
as if he'd just been threatened. Ezra didn't notice, just stared at Vin as if
the man had suggested he'd murdered his own children.
"You think I had a hand
in that?" the gambler asked after a moment, his voice low. "You
actually think I could have been a part of that?"
Vin backed up another step,
not liking the answer. "Then you were there," he hissed.
"No....I wasn't."
Vin frowned, clearly not
sure. Ezra shook his head, and, after glancing into the clinic to make sure the
man Nathan was tending was still out cold, turned and headed for the stairs.
In moments, he stood in
front of Vin, his eyes narrowed.
"Who told you I was
there?"
"A friend."
"Someone you
trust?"
"Yes."
Ezra's eyes flashed, and he
nodded. "I see. Then you have my apologies, Mr. Tanner."
Vin's brow furrowed,
"for what?"
"For being duped.
Someone has lied to you, Mr. Tanner. Whether you believe me, or you believe
them, either way, you have been lied to by someone about something truly
horrible. For that, I am sorry. All I can tell you is that I had nothing to do
with the...atrocity...that occurred in Vegas to that poor girl, though I did
hear about it. However, it is up to you to decide whether I am telling the
truth. Tell me...do you trust me, Mr. Tanner?"
"Stop calling me Mr.
Tanner."
"I asked you a
question, Mr. Tanner. Do you trust me?"
Vin swallowed, how had the
name of one girl brought up such bitterness. "On most things," he
said finally. Ezra nodded.
"On this?"
Vin's eyes lowered. Ezra
nodded again.
"I take it that means
you don't know."
"The person who told
me...."
"Is wrong. Or is
lying."
"She wouldn't lie to
me."
Ezra stared at Vin a moment
longer, his eyes bright in the moonlight. Then he lowered them, and they
disappeared into shadow under his hat.
"Then what do you plan
to do?" the gambler said. "Ask me to leave? Arrest me? Maybe even
kill me?"
"I never said I didn't
believe...."
"Trust implies belief,
Mr. Tanner, at least on this matter. You do not trust me to have told you the
truth. Despite everything you have seen and learnt about me and my character,
you still aren't sure you trust me. Fine. But I will not leave voluntarily.
This is not my problem, it's yours. Make your decision, Mr. Tanner. Decide for
sure whether you trust me on this or not. I won't make it for you. I
can't."
Vin shut his eyes as Ezra
turned abruptly around and headed back to the clinic stairs.
Chris stood just inside the
stable doors, his eyes downcast. Then he looked out as he saw Vin pull the
letter from his pocket again, quickly scanning it with his eyes. Though Vin
could read now, albeit slowly, he'd asked Chris quietly to read it through, to
make sure he had read it correctly.
It was a letter from a woman
named Evelyn that ran one of the hotels in Las Vegas. She was, so Vin said, an
old friend and the only person he trusted implicitly in this world. He'd known
her since his childhood, when she became his father's housekeeper after his
mother's death. When his father disappeared a few years later, she had brought
him up until he went out on his own at 15.
He'd written her several
letters since he could write now, explaining where he was and what he did
now...and who he worked with.
She'd written back several
times, her tone always pleased and proud. She wanted to know more. In the last
letter, he'd described Ezra. Her response was immediate, short and to the
point.
He was one of the men. One
of the one's that had bet on her LuAnn. On how long she'd hold out. She knew
the name, and the man. She even knew that he had a mother who was as cold as he
was.
She trusted that Vin would
do what was necessary to revenge her daughter.
Chris watched as Vin read
the letter again, then crumpled it up in his hand. The tracker sighed deeply
and looked up at the sky.
After a moment, he began
walking away, heading towards the saloon again. Chris walked deeper into the
stables, going back to brushing Solon.
Suddenly, a yell was heard
from the clinic. Vin turned in time to see Ezra bodily thrown out the door and
into the railing, the wood creaking under the onslaught. The gambler gripped
the banister, standing on shaky legs, his hand going for his Remington. He
gasped when it wasn't there.
Slowly, he started backing
to the side, towards the stairs.
A man stood silhouetted in
the clinic doorway, his size and girth nearly filling up the whole space. He
took a step out and Vin could easily see the long barreled Remington in his
hand, pointed straight at the gambler.
Vin had already pulled out
his Mare's Leg at the first yell, and he had it pointed up at the balcony as
Chris ran out to join him. Ezra glanced over, and smiled to see Vin there,
covering him.
But Vin didn't fire.
Ezra's smile fell.
And in that moment...the
Remington fired instead.
The gambler was thrown
backwards on the balcony from the shot, wood planks complaining and groaning
under the shifting balance, until he landed hard on his side just feet from the
steps, lifeless.
Vin just stared, the Mare's
Leg frozen in his hands.
Chris pulled his peacemaker
and fired as the murderer up above turned the weapon on them. It took two shots
before the killer fell forward, tipping over the banister and landing with a
thump at their feet.
Chris walked over and gave
the dead man a kick, just in case.
Up above, Nathan wandered
out, a bandage to his bleeding head where the killer had knocked him over. As
soon as he saw Ezra, he started yelling for help. Chris glanced once at Vin,
then ran up the clinic stairs to join Nathan.
The tracker just stood
silent, watching. The Mare's Leg had been lowered to his side, but otherwise he
hadn't moved. He never even noticed as the others appeared around him, along
with various townspeople.
"What have I
done?" he whispered aloud to the world. Josiah glanced at him as he went
past, the only one to have heard the question.
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"Is he dead?"
Chris asked, watching as Nathan tipped Ezra onto his back. Blood poured out of
the hole in his side, seemingly unstoppable.
"Not yet. Not
yet," Nathan pressed the bandage he'd been holding to his own head to Ezra's
back. He looked across at Chris, "It went straight through, but I can't
tell how much damage it did. It's too dark. I can't see what was hit. I need
bandages, and I need light."
Chris nodded and disappeared
into the clinic. In moments, he had returned with more bandages. Nathan pressed
them to Ezra's side and wrapped them around. Then he indicated that they needed
to carry the gambler inside.
Down below, Vin finally woke
up from his reverie. He found Josiah staring at him, blue eyes dark and quizzical.
"What happened?"
the preacher asked.
Vin just blinked.
"I...I made the wrong decision."
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The bells rang the next day,
indicating another life lost. People milled about, returning slowly from boot
hill, discussing the burial. Black dresses and jackets were visible everywhere.
Crying could be heard within the low murmurs, and everyone had their heads
bowed.
Women stood together in a
corner, glancing at everyone and anyone and gossiping in low whispers. They
wondered how someone so good could have snapped like that. What had possessed
him to do such a thing. Gun down someone in cold blood.
Shh...there's his wife.
The man who had died last
night was a local farmer named Mick Childes. They knew he had been having
financial problems, but to have gotten into a fight at the saloon over a few
insults from James' off duty ranch hands, and then summarily fought his way out
of Nathan's clinic afterwards, where he was in no danger, and to have shot poor
Mr. Standish....Something was very wrong here.
Vin sat up in the clinic,
listening as the bells finally ceased. People would be moving on, getting back
to the chores of daily life.
He looked down at Ezra, the
man's pale face making him look as if he were already wearing his coffin.
"I know...I know it may
seem hard to believe, Ezra, but I know the truth. I just realized it too late.
It all happened so fast, and with her words ringing in my head about getting
revenge for her daughter...it confused me long enough to make me...hesitate.
But, I know now. I know. I know. She's made a mistake. She's lying. I know
that. I trust you. Oh God, please...."
He shut his eyes and bowed
his head, slipping all the way down until his head hit the mattress.
Nathan stood out on the
balcony, watching as Josiah attacked some rotten wood along the baseboard of
his church. He was smashing it to bits with a mallet, the ferocity well beyond
what was necessary. A few feet away from the healer, Chris sat on the rocking
chair in the corner, watching the town and smoking a cheroot. He looked as if
it were just another day, but Nathan knew the gunslinger was only concerned
about what had happened. Something more had happened last night, something that
was making Vin beg for Ezra's forgiveness inside the clinic behind him.
Nathan wondered if Ezra
could hear him. He hoped so.
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A week later, Ezra opened
his eyes. He stared up at the clinic ceiling and blinked a few times. Sound
filtered into his consciousness and he looked to his right, where Vin was
sleeping on the other cot. Ezra wondered if the tracker was hurt.
The thought was pushed aside
immediately as Ezra remembered what had happened.
Vin had let Childes shoot
him.
Vin had made his decision.
Of course.
He should have known.
Something fell to pieces
inside the gambler then. He could almost feel it shatter inside him, resonating
against the pain of the wounds. As he closed his eyes again, he despaired
briefly at that fact that he couldn't be apart of the seven anymore.
Was he ever?
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"Don't do this,"
Vin was pacing, watching as Ezra slowly packed up his room. The gambler glanced
over at him, and smiled.
"I'm afraid it's a done
deal, Mr. Tanner. You all knew this would happen some day. I'm buying a saloon.
I'm sorry that it is not this venerable establishment, but I am told that it is
one of the finest establishments in San Francisco. When you get out there, you
must come by to visit."
Vin gritted his teeth,
seeing the pain still in Ezra's stilted movements. It was barely a month since
the shooting. Ezra wasn't well enough to be moving around so much.
"And you got the money
where, again?" Vin flexed his hands.
Ezra shook his head. He'd
had the money for a while, more than enough, in fact. He just hadn't used it.
"Mr. Tanner, as much as
I appreciate your company, I'm afraid that I really must finish this if I'm to
meet the stage in the morning on time." Ezra reached down to open another
trunk, and winced as a sharp pain lanced up his side.
"There, see?" Vin
moved forward and pushed the trunk lid back down, ignoring Ezra's annoyed
expression. "You're not even well enough to open a trunk lid. How are you
possibly going to get all this stuff to San Fran?"
"It is being shipped,
Mr. Tanner. I will not be needing to lift anything heavier than the lid."
Pushing Vin aside, he reopened the lid, this time doing it without wincing,
despite the fact that the pain was even sharper this time.
"Damn it, Ezra, you
can't leave because of me. Of what I did. If anyone should be leaving, it
should be me. I'm the one that screwed up."
Ezra sighed, left the trunk
lid be, and walked over to the stripped bed. Sitting on the mattress he looked at
Vin and smiled.
"Mr. Tanner, it isn't
because of you. Well, perhaps, in part, but you are only part of the
whole."
"The whole?" Vin
didn't think he was going to like this. He hadn't liked a single thing that had
left Ezra's mouth since the man had started calling him Mr. Tanner again. He'd
given up trying to get Ezra to call him Vin. It was like talking to a brick
wall.
"Yes. For some reason I
can't explain, Mr. Tanner, I believed that the six of you had finally come to
trust me. Not about frivolous things, like cards, obviously, but about the most
important things...I mistakenly thought you knew me. At the very least, I
trusted you to cover me in a fight." He glanced up at Vin.
"They do. I do. Christ,
Ezra, how often do I have to tell you that? I made a mistake. I'll never make
it again, you have to believe me."
Ezra shut his eyes,
"Maybe you think so now, Mr. Tanner. But when it mattered, you hesitated.
Of all of them, I always believed you would be the one least likely to do that.
You never have before, and you were always there, even when...even when I was
in the wrong. I'm not sure when it happened, but you became...to use a cliché...the
cornerstone in my belief that I could trust all of you, and that you could
trust me."
"No..." Vin whispered.
Ezra shrugged, "So you
see, if I can't trust you..."
"Josiah, what about
Josiah?"
"For some bizarre
reason he cares a great deal about me right now, I know, but that doesn't mean
he was always there to back me up, or will be. Only one person was always
there."
Vin shut his eyes.
"So, if I can't trust
you, what makes you think I could trust any of the others. I need that trust,
Mr. Tanner. Like the sight of dry land to a man trapped at sea. It means more
to me than anything else. Surely...you knew that."
Vin turned his head away,
not knowing what else to say.
"For what it is worth,
I loved being here. Being apart of this, even if only for a little while, has
been one of the greatest things I have ever done and probably will ever do. And
I really do want you and the others to visit, when you can. I'll always have a
room open for you. I hope you still consider me your friend."
Vin just nodded, but he
still couldn't face Ezra yet. The guilt was too powerful in his system still.
Ezra stood up again and
walked to the door. "I think I need a drink, Mr. Tanner. If you feel like
joining me, I'll be downstairs."
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Evelyn Starr stepped off the
coach and looked around the small town, thinking that it looked an awful lot
like every other town she'd passed through so far. She sighed and turned a
tight circle, looking for someone or something. When she saw the jail, she
straightened her shoulders, picked up her small carpetbag, and walked that way.
Buck was whittling wood
outside the structure, shaping it into a spade from a deck of cards. He was
planning to give it to Ezra, knowing that their friend was leaving tomorrow.
His mind was drifting over all the events of the past two and a half years,
amazed at the amount of time that had passed, trying to understand why
now...after everything that had happened...Vin would have let that man shoot
Ezra. It just didn't make any sense to him. But he understood Ezra's logic. If
Vin could let him down...there was no telling about the rest of them. The idea
made Buck uneasy.
"Excuse me...would you
perhaps be Mr. Buck Wilmington?"
Buck's hands stopped, and he
looked up in surprise. He had barely noticed the stagecoach arrive - a sure
sign that this situation was seriously bothering him. As soon as he saw who had
spoken, he quickly stood and smiled gregariously.
She was older, perhaps about
sixty, with blond hair only just touching on gray. She was plain, her face
showing many years of hard labor and hardship, her lips curving downwards even
at rest. Bags and lines framed her brown eyes, drowning them, but, still, she
tried to give Buck a smile in return.
"Why yes, ma'am. I
am," he told her. "Have we met?"
"Oh no, but I recognize
you from your description. My name is Evelyn Starr. I am looking for a Mr. Vin
Tanner and a Mr. Ezra Standish. Do you know where I might find them? I
understand from letters I have received from Mr. Tanner that you are his
friend."
Buck nodded, "Yes
ma'am, I am. And I think you'll find Vin and Ezra at the Tavern, across
there." He pointed across the street, "Would you like me to bring
them to you, at the hotel maybe?"
Evelyn was looking at the
saloon, but she turned back to Buck with a shake of her head. "No, thank
you, Mr. Wilmington. I appreciate the offer, however."
Buck nodded and watched as
she headed across the street, her carpetbag gripped tightly in her fingers.
After a moment, he looked down at the wood in his hand, then back at the
saloon.
Curiosity was a terrible
thing to have.
Dropping the wood into his
pocket, he followed her across.
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Ezra was drinking a bottle
of scotch, the glass resting in his left hand while his right spread out the
cards on the table. He wasn't doing anything to them, he was just fidgeting. He
looked up as a woman pushed her way into the saloon, her gaze spreading out
across the room.
When she saw him, her eyes
narrowed.
Ezra straightened in his
chair as she approached, looking at her curiously.
"Ezra Standish?"
she asked, looking at him.
"At the moment,"
he answered. "May I help you?"
Her gaze had steeled as she
looked at him, and he could see her knuckles whitening around her bag.
"No," she said
slowly, and looked further around the room.
"Evelyn?"
She looked up, and a
relieved smile crossed her face as she saw Vin at the top of the stairs,
looking at her with an amazed expression. Then he smiled, and bounded down the
stairs. When he was facing her, he hesitated and she nodded.
"That's fine, my boy, I
didn't think you'd changed that much," she stuck out a hand, and he
embraced it in both hands. Hugging never was his style - this was about as
close as it got.
"What are you doing
here?" he asked, still smiling. She lowered her eyes and glanced at Ezra
before locking gazes with him again.
"Well...I came to see
if you...what you had done...about...about LuAnn," she swallowed
nervously. Vin's smile fell.
"We should talk
outside," he said quietly.
"Outside?" She
backed away, dropping her hand from his. "I did not come here to talk
outside, Vin. I came to see that justice was done. And I came to tell you that
if you won't do it, I'll find someone who will."
"Evelyn...."
"You played with her
when she was little, Vin. You know what a sweet, wonderful girl she was,
even...even if her daddy wasn't." Evelyn watched as Vin visibly flinched
at the mention of her former husband's name, and she shook her head.
"Whatever he did to you, she didn't deserve what happened to her, and all
those involved will pay. You know that, don't you? You must know."
"What happened between
me and your husband has nothing to do with right now, Evelyn. Believe me, if I
believed you were right, I would have done something. But you're not. You're wrong
about this. Please, let's just go outside." He tried to take her arm, but
she shook him off.
"What do you mean, I'm
wrong? Don't you trust me to know what I know? After everything I did for you,
brought you up, treated you like my own, gave you shelter when you were on the
run...you know what kind of a person I am, Vin Tanner. Are you telling me that,
all of a sudden, you don't believe me to be telling you the truth? I was there,
Vin. I saw them afterwards; I saw him afterwards. Like buzzards scooping up
their winnings, my daughter's body the pickings...." Her voice was
shaking; her eyes tearing. She looked then at Ezra, then back at Vin.
"He was one of them. I
know his name. I know his face. I know his kind. He was there."
Ezra was holding his breath,
watching this all unfold in front of him like a bad play. This woman had a
force about her that was powerfully convincing. Even he was beginning to
believe he had been there. He glanced at Buck, who had sidled in behind this
woman, and was surprised to see the ladies' man giving him an encouraging shake
of the head.
Vin nodded as he looked at
Ezra, then back at her. "No, Evelyn, he wasn't. You're wrong."
She blinked, and now tears
really were falling down her face. "He's conned you, hasn't he. I never
thought you would fall for...."
"Evelyn, please. I know
what you think, but you're wrong. It was a long time ago, and your memory is
not what it was."
"Oh," her eyes
widened, and anger tinged her tone, "Don't you dare suggest that to me! You
think I could forget? Every face is emblazoned on my mind like a brand, Vin
Tanner. Every single one. His..." she pointed at Ezra, "is one of
those faces."
Vin shook his head, "I
know you may think so...."
"Is his name
Ezra?"
"Yes."
"Is he a gambler? Does
he have a red coat?"
Vin nodded.
"And his mother, a
clever woman, very pretty, with dark hair like his and colder than a
snake?"
Ezra sat up straight, and
Vin actually gave a smile.
"No. Blond. She's very
blond."
For the first time, Evelyn
gave one twitch that suggested a flaw in her conviction, then it disappeared.
"Well, we all know the
wonders of peroxide," she said darkly.
"Now, just a
minute..." Ezra banged a hand on the table, but Vin threw up a hand to
forestall him. Buck gave a half smile, amused that Ezra's first words in this
horrible situation would actually be to deny that his mother dyed her hair.
Vin sighed, "Evelyn,
you know what you mean to me. You know what LuAnn meant to me. But I know, I
know here," he touched his chest, "that in this you have made a
mistake. While Ezra here may think he's pretty different, his dress is just
like those who share his profession, and to say that Irish coloring like his
was common
would be an understatement.
People's faces blur in our memories, Evelyn. Even those faces we've resolved
never to forget. I know, because I wish to God I had a picture of my mother's
face, to remind me of her." He swallowed, watching as Evelyn's face
crumpled. "I'm sorry Evelyn. I know how much you want to kill every one of
them sons a' bitches for LuAnn's sake, but this Ezra, my friend Ezra, is not
one of them. I know him too well, and I trust him. And whoever you hired to
arrest him or kill him would have to go through me first."
Evelyn just stared at him,
watching his eyes. Then she turned to Ezra, looking at him straight in the
eyes.
"You weren't
there," she said, the statement, though flat, was clearly a question.
"No," Ezra shook
his head. "I have been to your town, and I did know your daughter, but I
was not one of the men involved in...what happened to her."
She looked at him a moment
longer, then gave a shuddering sigh and looked away.
"Do you know anyone
else named Ezra, who is a gambler?" she asked then, tapping worn fingers
on the tabletop.
"Yes."
Both Vin and Buck looked
surprised, but Evelyn just took this in stride.
She nodded. "How
many?"
"Two. But I wouldn't
say that either looked like me, however indistinctive Vin here may think I
am." He gave a small smile, to which she just nodded.
Vin, however, gave a sudden
grin and looked at his shoes to hide it.
Ezra had used his name.
Evelyn frowned, having heard
Vin shift his posture behind her. When she looked at him, though, the smile was
gone.
"If either one of them
ever comes through here, Vin Tanner, I want you to talk to them for me,
understand?"
Vin nodded, and raised his
eyes to meet hers.
She shut her eyes for a
moment, then turned to look around the rest of the saloon. She saw several men
watching her, and, from Vin's descriptions, she could guess who most of them
were. Nodding, she looked back at Vin.
"I'm going to go find a
room. I expect you to have dinner with me this evening, Vin Tanner. Six
o'clock." She turned again, towards the door this time, and started
walking. Right before she left, she glanced at Ezra again, then lowered her
eyes and pushed her way out of the batwing doors.
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Buck let out a deep breath
with a whoosh and moved over to sit with Ezra. Vin walked over to the window to
watch Evelyn cross the street, then he looked back at them.
The gambler had pressed a
hand to his forehead, and the other was now pressed to his hurt side. He seemed
to be breathing a little more quickly, and Buck titled his head so he could see
under the hand.
"Buck, could you do me
a favor?" the gambler asked quietly, causing Buck to lean back.
"Sure hoss, whatever
you need."
"Could you get Nathan
for me?"
Buck's eyes widened, and he
was up and out of his chair like a shot, practically running out of the door.
Ezra gave a small smile, impressed, though he didn't lower the hand. His head
was hurting too much.
Vin sat down in the vacated
chair.
"Did you hurt yourself
on that trunk lid, like I thought you did?" The tracker asked softly.
Ezra nodded, his hand still
covering his eyes.
"You need to stay until
you're healed, you know that, right?"
Ezra nodded again, and
uncovered his face.
"Could take a while,
couldn't it?" Vin pressed, playing with Ezra's glass where the gambler had
placed it. Light reflected off the tumbler, and, as he spun it round, it
cascaded light around the table. "Maybe a long while. Might not be able to
get to San Fran to complete that deal in time, huh." Vin glanced askance
at Ezra, who was now giving him a small smile.
Ezra just shook his head
slightly, "Thanks Vin."
Vin just grinned.
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The End...
Or is it? <eg>
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